The Awesomeness

I hate this feeling. Fucking hate it. Its been ages since the last time i cried like a crazy girl. I don’t know why i’m crying right now. Urgh. I can’t stop thinking about ‘something’. Oh god please tell me its not true. Where everyone goes when i needed them the most?! Fuck this shit man. Please. I’m in trouble. I need you guys. If only they could read my post right now..

I have no right to feel that way, but the thing is, i have feelings too. It hurts me A LOT. When i saw it, i was like ‘WHO DO YOU THINK I AM? A DOLL?’. And then, i started to post stupid tweets on twitter. I’m just like the other girls, i aint heart-less. Texting, tweeting, whatsapping are fine. But when it comes to ‘call’, pergh only god knows how i feel. Dude, are you trying to kill me or what? Hahaha. One is always not enough eh? Hahahaha whatever. Keep playing games, just, go on. 

I don’t think you’re afraid of losing me. Lol

:’(

I thought that was true. You disappoint me.